SadieSin's Xanga

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 22:47:42 GMT

I AM STILL HERE

I STOOD BY YOUR BED LAST NIGHT
I CAME TO HAVE A PEEP.
I COULD SEE THAT YOU WERE CRYING,
YOU FOUND IT HARD TO SLEEP.
I WHINED TO YOU SOFTLY
AS YOU BRUSHED AWAY A TEAR,
"IT'S ME, I HAVEN'T LEFT YOU,
I'M WELL, I'M FINE, I'M HERE."
I WAS CLOSE TO YOU AT BREAKFAST,
I WATCHED YOU POUR THE TEA,
YOU WERE THINKING OF THE MANY TIMES
YOUR HANDS REACHED DOWN TO ME.
I WAS WITH YOU AT THE SHOPS TODAY.
YOUR ARMS WERE GETTING SORE.
I LONGED TO TAKE YOUR PARCELS,
I WISH I COULD DO MORE.
I WAS WITH YOU AT MY GRAVE TODAY.
YOU TEND IT WITH SUCH CARE.
I WANT TO REASSURE YOU,
THAT I'M NOT LYING THERE.
I WALKED WITH YOU TOWARDS THE HOUSE,
AS YOU FUMBLED FOR YOUR KEY.
I GENTLY PUT MY PAW ON YOU,
I SMILED AND SAID "IT'S ME".
YOU LOOKED SO VERY TIRED,
AND SANK INTO A CHAIR.
I TRIED SO HARD TO LET YOU KNOW,
THAT I WAS STANDING THERE.
IT'S POSSIBLE FOR ME
TO BE SO NEAR YOU EVERYDAY.
TO SAY TO YOU WITH CERTAINTY,
I NEVER WENT AWAY.
YOU SAT THERE VERY QUIETLY,
THEN SMILED, I THINK YOU KNEW,
IN THE STILLNESS OF THAT EVENING,
I WAS VERY CLOSE TO YOU.
THE DAY IS OVER...I SMILE AND WATCH YOU YAWNING
AND SAY "GOOD-NIGHT, GOD BLESS,
I'LL SEE YOU IN THE MORNING."
AND WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT,
FOR YOU TO CROSS THE BRIEF DIVIDE,
I'LL RUSH ACROSS TO GREET YOU,
AND WE'LL STAND, SIDE BY SIDE.
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SHOW YOU,
THERE IS SO MUCH FOR YOU TO SEE.
BE PATIENT, LIVE YOUR JOURNEY OUT...
THEN COME HOME TO BE WITH ME.

RIP CAPUCINE 1997-2006
Ill never forget you baby

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 21:57:22 GMT

fuck you guys
im going home

i miss you ian

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 22:39:17 GMT

hey who remembers lenore? LONG LIVE LENORE!!!

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 15:15:00 GMT

new photoshops!

yeah i rule

DONT STEAL cuz guess wat? my tag is embedded in ALL of my photoshops

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 19:48:34 GMT

EXAM GRADES ARE IN!!!

Math-C+
French-C-
english-C+
science-A+ (fuck yeah!)
History-C+

all C+'s and one A+ yeah i rock your world

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 15:35:35 GMT

yeah well the staying up caught up to me lol
chilled with david,diana,and smoot last nite
we smoked and smoot left
i passed out like my eyes were closing themselfs i was trying soooo hard to stay up lol and this was at like 9 lol i passed out woak up at 2 and everyones gone soo i have NO idea wat happened after i feel asleep
anyone wanna tell me?

Friday, January 20, 2006

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 08:58:35 GMT

me.....and....diana.....have....been....up....all.....night....

math exam tomorrow soo this was prolly a bad night to stay up
,steal a car
,have a black guy buy us ciggs
,run from the cop at BP
,have david over
,drink pepsi
,play soul caliber II
,drive around waiting for the BP to open so we cud get drinks
,have a homeless guy try to pick diana up
,take pictures
,and watch jimmy kimmal live (not live at all i must say)

and my note card for the exam still hasnt been done lol wow we r stupid

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 23:56:16 GMT

wooooaaahhh i havnt updated in forever
exams this week
tuesday-history then afternoon off
wed-science and art (art was sweeeeet and easy)
thursday-english and french (god damn it)
friday-math(my hardest 1 :( :( :( )

umm thats about it
me and connor r hanging out on friday ya!
saturday i dont even no

ians grounded so i wont be seeing him for a while
Q's a douch
annas pretty fuckin sweet (thanx for going in at 8 today even thou u didnt need to lol)
yeah driving jenas car was fun and who wud of thought both lover boys(drool) r neighbors? those screams were hurd around the world def

c ya!

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 22:32:36 GMT

i just got back from a 10 mile hike with diana (woo!) it was fun as hell i must say we took a lot of pix 2 but according to xanga i uploaded to many sooooo ur gonna have to wait or check out my webshots
http://community.webshots.com/user/pregovaGas

its under 10 mile hike!

now to study for exams!!!!!

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 17:09:37 GMT

wow its been awhile since i updated yet soo much has happened 3 words to sum it allll up

SEX
DRUGS
DRAMA

cumment!